Showing posts with label #Tarot. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #Tarot. Show all posts

We HAVE Healing Angels !!

Do you believe in angels? Or do you believe they are just a fantasy? Do you wish you believed in angels? I always wanted to believe in them but was skeptical.  So so skeptical.  After all I'm a born and bred Taurus and wanted to make sure my beliefs could be proven.

Ok fast forward to when I got my first Tarot card reading.  It was at a flea market and I knew the reader.  I sat there with my arms crossed thinking "ok prove you can read my cards".  She tried.  But my skepticism was so strong she finally said, "I can't read you, your energy is blocked and I can't get through.  But you need to get your husband over here, he has a problem with his job."   I thought sure you just want to make more money.  But I told him and he got a reading from her.  Everything she told him was right on about his job and the outcome.   I was so amazed that I wanted to know more so I approached her again and picked her brain.   She said she could teach me how to read the tarot cards and my skeptical brain kicked in again but finally I relented.  Later when I started reading the cards I would have skeptical people come trying to get me to prove I could read their cards and I told them I understood how they felt because I did the same thing.  I'd get them laughing and they could relax enough so their energies were open enough to their cards read accurately.

But this isn't about tarot readings as much as it is about being skeptical.  So which of you wants to believe in angels but just can't for one reason or another?   I cannot prove to you that they are real but I can tell you some of my experiences and you can try them out for yourself. 
 
I took a class about tuning into your intuition and the teacher talked about our helper angels.  She specifically told us we all had a healing angel that we could call on in times of need.  Then she instructed us to become quiet and ask for the name of our healing angel.   Some of us have more than one.  I got the name Hippie a saw a picture in my mind's eye of what he looked like minus wings, and doubted that it was real but decided I'd accept it and see what happened.  I told her the name I got and she said it was perfect for me because of my offbeat personality.  

I had been having some pains in various places so I would acknowledge Hippy and ask for his help.  I began feeling better and the pains would go away.  I always thanked him for his help.  Yes I know aches and pains can come and go away on their own.  However I received messages of who to go to about this and that problem because Hippy wasn't only healing my body but giving me new ideas too.  I know just reading this doesn't prove anything but it sure has been a comfort for me.  

I remember one time in particular when I was getting ready to go to the dermatologist who always found something on my skin to biopsy.  I was anxious as usual.  I was taking a shower when I felt the energy change.  It felt warmer than usual and I wondered what I was feeling. I opened my eyes and saw a huge vision of a male shadow on the tile.  "You aren't going to get cut on today." I heard in my ear.   And I didn't! The doctor didn't find anything he wanted to biopsy and I felt my body relax, not only because I wasn't getting cut but because I got the wonderful message from my healing angel.

Do you want to know the name of your healing angel?  How about your Guardian Angel(s)?  Here is a link to Cheryl Richardson's first video on learning how to relax and meditate.  These are free and if you like it and it's helpful there are a whole series of them.  

Learn to Meditate

If you already know how to relax and meditate you can do that now and just ask for the name of your angels.  Then accept the first name you hear in your mind.  See what happens.  You might not get an answer the first time but play with this and see what happens.  







Thoughts on the Past and How I Want to Feel

 September 11, 2021,



I saw this on my news feed this morning and it spoke to me. Not only did it have to do with remembering 9/11 but also the Delta Virus.  I wish I could stop imagining the worst and start imagining heaven on earth but it's something I have to work at. Some days are better than others but some times I can't, and my mind will swirl around with too much negativity.  I think we all do it unless - maybe some people are able to.  I just knew that I couldn't focus on the past "anniversary".  I'm sorry it all happened, I'm sorry for the lives lost but as my coach has taught us, "How do you want to feel?"  Being a sensitive empath, it hurts to watch the news and feel other's pains.

Our groceries were delivered around 11 this morning and after putting them away, I did some tapping with a friend who I've been working with for a few years to help her with her clarity and anxiousness.  It always helps me because I "borrow benefits", as they teach in EFT classes. When I was doing tarot, angel and psychic readings on the psychic chat site for many years, whenever I worked with a client I felt better.  I miss those days.  It's always so special when I get guidance from my guides and angels out of the blue. I think, "wow, where did that idea come from?" Then I give thanks.

I wish I could meditate without going to sleep but it is what it is, and I ended up taking a nice nap. I hope more guidance was downloaded while I slept.  

We decided on having stir fry for dinner and I like prepping food ahead of time and cooking it later.    Here's my prepped stash. 
Yellow squash, zucchini, onions, red peppers, mushrooms, garlic, spinach cooked in a little oil and butter. I season it with garlic powder and a little s&p.  When it cooks down I add a little water and a spoonful of better than bouillon chicken, then cover it with cheese.   We eat it with roasted garlic quinoa.  









I was thinking of adding some pesto to the stir fry when it was finished and maybe a little light soy sauce.  

So that's been my day so far.  We are loving the lovely cool, 53 degree mornings but the heat will be back for a little while.  Fall is coming and I will enjoy my beautiful fall shirts my husband decorated for me. 


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I Can Be Happy When - Day 9

 


I saw this on Facebook earlier and thought, This is my blog for day 9.  

All my life I've been waiting for this or that to be here and I would be happy.  

Or if I just take this next class and be certified I will feel confident enough to do Tarot, Astrology or Angel readings.  So I kept taking classes.

Then there was therapy! As someone who has had panic and anxiety most of my life I looked for ways to heal.

First there was hypnosis.  It helped.

Then there was Primal Scream.  I had to face some of my scariest moments there.

Biofeedback was next.  I loved it and learned for the first time what it felt to be totally relaxed. I'd love to have a biofeedback machine here.  Yes I do remember that delicious feeling.

Several past life therapies were interesting.  Did it help?  Not really but I'm glad I tried it.  Yes I would do it again if circumstances presented itself.

I had several talk therapy sessions that were ok.

Now I work with Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT Tapping) and I would say this has been the best along with meditation and visualization.   Do I still have anxiety and panic?  Yes but nothing like I used to.  

I will be 85 in May and I am learning more and more to be in the NOW.   If someone asked me where do I see myself in 6 months or 5 years I would just smile.  I don't have any long term goals and it is quite freeing.  

This morning I woke up at 3:30 and my mind started racing about the what if's.  The appointments that I put off because of staying isolated are coming.  Our 2nd week after our 2nd shot will be this Tuesday.  There are things we need to do that we put on our waiting list are facing us.  Not bad stuff, just stuff.  I could feel my body tensing as all this rolled around in my thoughts.  Then I remembered some of what I've learned.  

Why am I thinking about things that are in the future when now is the only time I have.  I closed my eyes and asked myself as I mentally tapped, "how do you want to feel"? Then I did my slow deep breathing and said, "Relax, let Go and let God.  Next thing I knew it was 7:30!  

Can I do this always? No.  Sometimes those ornery voices in my head won't shut up but often they will.  


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