December 9, 2021
Today I had an appointment with my dermatologist for my six month checkup. I've had a lot of basal cell carcinoma's removed from my body over the past thirty years. Because of many surgeries as a child for a cleft lip and palate, I also have Post Traumatic Stress, so often impending doctor's appointments bring on high anxiety. Today was one of them. I wasn't afraid of what she was going to do to me though. The anxiety felt like it was automatic. So uncomfortable. I did some EFT tapping and got some relief and I also took a quarter of an anti anxiety pill. But more was needed.
I called on my angels. "Help Angels!! I need help!! 911 Angels!! This helped and by the time I got to the appointment I was calmer. I walked into the office and up to the window to log in and what did I see but a beautifully decorated angel tree! It felt like a sign. It felt like a sign that my angels heard my 911 call. You can call it a coincidence and I'm sure they didn't put the angel tree up for me, but it still felt like a sign and I will accept it. Thank you Angels for hearing my call and helping calm me. I did have another biopsy so the results remain to be seen. If I need surgery I'll take my angels with me. But hey, I know they are with me always and so are yours!
Here are two pictures I took of the lovely angel tree. Oh yes, calling 911 help angels has benefited me more than once.
Now I want my own angel tree.
Today I had an appointment with my dermatologist for my six month checkup. I've had a lot of basal cell carcinoma's removed from my body over the past thirty years. Because of many surgeries as a child for a cleft lip and palate, I also have Post Traumatic Stress, so often impending doctor's appointments bring on high anxiety. Today was one of them. I wasn't afraid of what she was going to do to me though. The anxiety felt like it was automatic. So uncomfortable. I did some EFT tapping and got some relief and I also took a quarter of an anti anxiety pill. But more was needed.
I called on my angels. "Help Angels!! I need help!! 911 Angels!! This helped and by the time I got to the appointment I was calmer. I walked into the office and up to the window to log in and what did I see but a beautifully decorated angel tree! It felt like a sign. It felt like a sign that my angels heard my 911 call. You can call it a coincidence and I'm sure they didn't put the angel tree up for me, but it still felt like a sign and I will accept it. Thank you Angels for hearing my call and helping calm me. I did have another biopsy so the results remain to be seen. If I need surgery I'll take my angels with me. But hey, I know they are with me always and so are yours!
Here are two pictures I took of the lovely angel tree. Oh yes, calling 911 help angels has benefited me more than once.
Now I want my own angel tree.
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